Today has to have been one of the longest days of my life. All those frames we weave have to collapse into one at some point, right? Those things we fear; that are hard that we put off, they come blazing into your life all at once. Today was that black hole that sucked em all in. Not one or two things but five or six things all hit the fan.
Boy it sucks. But I know I chose the hard way to do things. So I'll deal with them. My decisions, my mistakes. In the end I feel like maybe I need the hard way to do things. The challenge. Something I haven't actually had in awhile. It's gonna be tough.
While I'm emotionally exhausted like I haven't been in years, I also feel a reinvigorated drive to create my own future; to get my act together and build something amazing out of myself.
And that is priceless in my opinion.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
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