Questions, Resumes, and Surgery

First up just to let everyone know, for some odd reason I need my aching tooth removed. Lame as shit.

I'm trying to get everything for going out to LA all hooked up and that's nuts. Just nuts. And scary. Sending a resume out cold is really fuckin' scary.

I'm really torn at this point. I LOVE Austin, I really do. It's beautiful, fun, and the people here are awesome. But at the same time. I am extremely unhappy in one fundamental way. I feel really lazy and useless because of fact that I'm now not moving forward; not advancing myself anymore professionally.

School if anything has garnished me one maybe one and a half solid semesters worth of actual learning in four years. A handful of great people. And maybe that alone is worth it. But they're all leaving, and so am I. The only thing is I "have to" come back. Do I come back and throw myself into some sort of half assed funk/depression again? I don't know.

Guess I'll cross those bridges when I get to them.